don't let it die...

life's futile?
the question has been a drive,
to all those lives,from a long time,
yeah,a long time...
from a single cell to mankind...
from single cell to cruel and unkind...

a single cell to mankind,it's the drive...
life's futile?

(life's futile?
every little cell finds...
do they let themselves die...
every little cell tries to find...
do they commit suicide?
in us,they are inside...
do they let themselves die...
yeah! there is dirt and grime,
yeah! there are parasites,
yeah!they do pathetically rejoice...
yeah!they don't want me alive...

yeah!they don't want me alive...
life's futile?)

life's futile?
i'll bother my mind...
i'll sink it in me,deep...
i'll never let it kill...
i'll breathe it in with air...
i'll let life let me live...
i'll bleed it in the veins...
to the heart in the right place...
it's all in the mind,and it's sight...



(life's futile...?
i'll never whine,i'll rejoice the pain...
i'll not die,it's not the time...
i'll not decline,i'll get out of grime...
i'll not exploit,i'll fight the parasite...
i'll not stop,i'll keep finding instead...
i'll not tire,i'll solve the mystery...
i'll leave, when the skin and bones die...)

clarity,absolve...

A ray of clarity,
sparks in the brain,
before the mind holds on,
it fades away...

it fades away,
the senses cry in despair,
against the relentless pain,
of the pain ,the body is aware...

the body is aware,
the eyes cannot bear, the scene,
of the pictures,painted,wen lids shut close...
of red and black,rubbing the nerve ends...

red and black,rub the nerve ends,
they scream,ears cannot escape,
they hear,and let the colors effuse-
red and black bleed, purple-red...

purple read smell, of an aura pungent,
the nose cannot smell, but breathes,the air,
the air through the lungs,and then through blood,
swells the skin purple-red...

skin wants to renounce,
the colored clothes,the mane...
to perceive,swells,purple-red
and baits the soul by being bare...

baiting oneself by being bare,
letting the swell exacerbate,
waiting for the clarity,the predator,
who shall,appear,to stare,amazed...

amazed,clarity stares,
the mind climbs,for a ride,
through the disillusions space,
brain comprehends,for the mind to absolve...

for the mind to absolve,
brain comprehends,
the soul stays bare,
body is aware,
nerves stay brave,
senses stand pain...

Vacuum...

Vacuum
-
Nothing inside...
What are you for time?
What for is the space?

vacuum,inside me,in my mind
vacuum, has nothing inside,
i am nothing,but something's on my mind...


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something on my mind,
but vacuum inside...
or on it is the mind?

We were the Chromagnans.In France.
What a life to live!

when i found him,
i just had to,on him, dive,
he was mine,
i was a chunk of his brain!

We were the goldsmiths.In the mauryan empire.
What a color to shine!

when i found him,
i just had to smile,very shy,
he buried gold into the mine,
and melted like ice!

We are the engineers.During the recession time.
What all ways to whine!

when i found him,
i just then, had thrown away my file,
we both jumped inside the waste pile,
and found my file,in no time...

This moment...

this moment,right here...
do not dare to move behind...
stop growing with time...
you are mine,occupy this space(space,inside)..


space,inside...
let this vaccum fill the mind...
do not move with time...
you are mine,engulf this moment(this moment,right here)...

time,everywhere,
stop for a while,
wait for vaccum filled space...
my moment,must meet you time(time everywhere)...

death,,,

death can ease the pain of living...
death can cease the ease of living...

a faith...

Grandpa told me,
i paraphrase...


"when someone dies...
don't cry...


when someone dies,
try to know why...

it could be an appointment,
given by God, after a long wait...

pray, with faith,hope,with trust...
with God, let them have a nice date....

Come lets celebrate,
congratulate on their feat...

when someone dies,
try to know why..."