dearest

dearest,precious,
there are perils,
and some precarious,
sleep walking the dangers,
as the end approaches,
were you throw away,
inside the delirious,
all in the different names,
of convenience,
it's strangeness,
colored as innocence,
to get profound,
unnecessary to witness,
notorious...

doused cleanliness,
also don't sense,
colors,bright stark,
gray and it's wardrobe of dowdiness...
not to believe seen...

gray and it's dowdiness,never appeals,
a way again to learn,realize,
black exists,
it's deeper abyss,
how to believe only seen?